Thursday 9 August 2012

Brain death, maybe?

 I certainly fucking hope it is, otherwise what the fuck are you two doing? I mean, literally, how many times does bitch snake have to bite before you work out it's venomous? Don't really care if you think I'm stupid or whatever. I'm in a different country, I don't think I'm really flinging any feelings to back home anymore. And if I was? Fucked off out the window now. So irritated. Horrendously irritated. 

 You want to revert back to that? Then, let me revert back. Trust me. It's like riding a bike, only easier because you know the end result. 

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Saturday 4 August 2012

Ranting & Raging (sorry)

 It's sufficient to say that we are all subject to irritation, depending on what's happening, the situation and the person, some will get annoyed a hell of a lot quicker than others. I get annoyed by small things, but I suppose I get really irritated by a lack of consideration. I think I'm about to have a horrible week, so that would explain the uptight emotion.


 I would never expect you to wait. I'd never ask you to. But to say one thing, and to do another? Literally fuck right off. I'm so bored of this, so so so bored. I'd love to say that I don't care but I think that's obviously wrong. But, I think the more ideal thing to say now would be I'm not going back . This is really it. 


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Thursday 2 August 2012

Hm...

 Is this home sickness? I dunno. It's weird. Sent a parcel home today, and wished I could just go with it. 


Looking out from underneath,
Fractured moonlight on the sea
Reflections still look the same to me,
As before I went under.

And it's peaceful in the deep,
Cathedral, where you cannot breathe,
No need to pray, no need to speak
Now I am under, Oh.

And it's breaking over me,
A thousand miles onto the sea bed,
Found the place to rest my head.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me,
And all this devotion was rushing out of me,
And the crashes are heaven, for a sinner like me,
The arms of the ocean deliver me.

Though the pressure's hard to take,
It's the only way I can escape,
It seems a heavy choice to make,
But now I am under, Oh.

And it's breaking over me,
A thousand miles down to the sea bed,
Found the place to rest my head.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/florence_and_the_machine/never_let_me_go.html ]
And the arms of the ocean are carrying me,
And all this devotion was rushing out of me,
And the crashes are heaven, for a sinner like me,
The arms of the ocean deliver me.

And it's over,
And I'm going under,
But I'm not giving up!
I'm just giving in.

Oh, slipping underneath.
Oh, so cold, but so sweet.

In the arms of the ocean, so sweet and so cold,
And all this devotion I never knew at all,
And the crashes are Heaven, for a sinner released,
And the arms of the ocean,
Deliver me.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

Deliver me.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

Deliver me.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

And it's over,
And I'm goin' under,
But I'm not givin' up!
I'm just givin' in.

Oh, slipping underneath.
Oh, so cold, but so sweet



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